After he comes, I find the ring,
the V of gold between 
his shoulder blades. He says: I'm a widower.  
Light from the TV runs sheer
across the sheet, the anchorwoman's face
like talking water. How'd she die? I say.
Cancer, he says. 
Wow, I say. 
"Widower"— the "o" of "Widow", crowned,
won't bleed beyond the word— sounds like occupation, 
not woe, like "Beachgoer."
I kneel. His head rests 
in the recess of my womb... a woman 
alone: hollow? Sometimes.
					
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Issue 61
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Editor's Note
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Poetry
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Fiction
 
Issue > Poetry
Armadillo
				
I can flee from you 
into thorns, leave you
stomping outside the bramble,
your roar diminished: a worm
at my nose. I wait
for the soft thud of your paws
as you push yourself home
to your children, their hunger,
then I can emerge.
 
If sometimes, I stay
enshrined in privacy
like quiet on a sleeping baby's tongue,
who'll wake if I move,
it's not because I think
you'll return.
				into thorns, leave you
stomping outside the bramble,
your roar diminished: a worm
at my nose. I wait
for the soft thud of your paws
as you push yourself home
to your children, their hunger,
then I can emerge.
If sometimes, I stay
enshrined in privacy
like quiet on a sleeping baby's tongue,
who'll wake if I move,
it's not because I think
you'll return.
		

