|  | Reticence  What is it but an envelope devised
 to shelter those invisible desires,
 those petty bigotries and rancid fears,
 which would, if not protected, be exposed
 
 for what they are? What is it but a bolt,
 which keeps the stores of memory secure,
 lest your house be looted by that burglar
 who knows your slightest move, your subtlest habit,
 
 your grossest fault. But what your barriers
 have held at bay is not that predator
 alone, nor yet the tireless voyeurs,
 
 but that constrained intruder in your heart,
 whose business is to see you as you are,
 however much you keep yourself apart.
 
 
 
 Release
 
 What have you wanted more than that release
 from isolation?  Even a fleeting touch
 on fingertip or wrist extends the reach
 of your awareness to a foreign place
 
 beyond this cell of silent contemplation,
 so spacious in its way but so immune
 to news of others' triumphs and misfortune.
 Why then do you recoil in agitation
 
 from inquiries and friendly overtures,
 as though they might contaminate the pure
 and noiseless air, the dustless atmospheres
 
 in which, if you could have them, you would live,
 your element a rectifying fire,
 your silence no less potent than your love?
 
 
 
 Interrogations
 
 Is it for me that you have worn a mask,
 its fixed mouth and inward-turning eye
 suggesting caution or humility
 or something in between?  And when I ask
 
 questions of the face that I encounter,
 day by day and year by passing year,
 is it a looking-glass or two-way mirror
 that you present to me, its hidden center
 
 there, or never there?  Were you to answer,
 I would consider what you had to say,
 as though it held the truth of your desire,
 
 wondering all the while if what I'd heard
 were your confession or your kind reply,
 your artful parry or your final word.
 
 
 
 Old News
 
 Those little increments
 of grief: how silently
 
 they travel in the blood
 of mourners, bearing news
 
 that makes no headlines, wears
 no byline, yet remains
 
 for years, for generations,
 persisting as it must
 
 in vein and artery,
 lung and bone.  And when
 
 its broadcast comes, its blast
 is loosed into the heart,
 
 how sudden it appears
 and how remote, as though
 
 its presence there were foreign,
 its virulence unknown.
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