|  | Reading My Poems of Forty Years Ago     Way down the railing,
 as though testing its surface
 with a little chicken scratch,
 the nuthatch begins its dance,
 
 wings akimbo, dipping
 and rising in steps
 the Navaho and Hopi
 appear to have borrowed,
 
 and screams its version of
 Gangway! No other bird
 is there, the runway's clear
 to the sunflower seeds
 
 and it looks like success.
 Then panic: the threat
 of its own shadow?
 Self-consciousness?
 
 It sails off into the trees,
 a failure to follow through,
 though you hear it in there
 somewhere on a branch
 
 talking itself back up,  OK
 next time, next time.
     Furnishing Heaven     For you it meant a library
 where you'd read every book
 in its own language and understand,
 you said, and left the room.
 Then a crow lit on a branch outside
 and practiced a repertoire of  yawks
 and clicks, yelps and carrocks,
 maybe telling the whole story
 to the little creek and its dogwoods
 before he tried it on his kind.
 You'd have the original  Mabinogion
 in your heaven, if I could choose,
 but I'd want that crow, too,
 and the trout we ate one evening
 in a mountain kitchen. I'd swap
 you that for the Kalevala,
 and the  Book of Ballymote for another
 moment in that yellowing field
 when the sun struck the wild
 mustard and the breeze filled suddenly
 with that weed's perfume.
 If I could I'd see that  Yenji's Saga-
 all twelve volumeswould be there
 for you, and lost anonymous masterworks,
 the  Blue Jewel Papyrus, say,
 and the  Benvali Codex. We would read
 them together, but I'd have to insist
 on at least one mockingbird
 polishing up what a wren just jaggedly
 sang, and a mule or two, with whatever
 else you'd like. And you.
      Yellow Shoe Poet     Right on time, a window open,
 the pine table-top begins to release
 memories like radium, glowing
 to outgild anything that ever sang
 in its branches awhile.
 
 First week of June and pine pollen
 is everywhere. It spins
 a panhandler's dream around
 the porchlight, and our cat
 Blackie comes home
 through the dark golden.
 
 Once I thought I was here
 to pass my kind on, a link
 in the human trek, or to witness
 and report the wren's arrival
 across Homeric distances,
 
 its tail-up verve around
 the nesting box, how it chucks
 last year's stuffing out
 like a rout of fledglingsbut
 is this what I'm good for, to go
 flatfooted through the pineys,
 kicking up their ferocious yellow dust?
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